Much has happened in my adult life that has left me questioning the meaning of life, the purpose of having the ability to wake up each morning, to muster the energy to shove the covers off and get to planning a day that will productive. For the longest time I have blamed everything around me for my predicament and it has not allowed any forward progress.
I am starting this journal in an effort to document my journey to find tools to help me be a better person, a better partner, a better mother. Hopefully, as I gather knowledge, not only will I create a reference 'manual' for me, but also a treasured legacy for my daughter. Maybe, someday, even if she gets a nugget of positive wisdom from my ramblings, I will be happy in knowing that I mattered in her life.
Today, I am making a choice. I am making the choice to step away from denial and be the change I have been waiting for. I am making the choice to live life on my terms. I am making the choice to create my own meaning for what life can be.
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